Kamikaze

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Wenjun Ouyang, 17 Tech'13
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God's breath becomes a wind and breezes through all things. And sometimes it gets very violent but it will never disappear. It watches the sea, it watches the sky and it stays in harmony with the forests and mountains. When the time comes, its true form will arise. Stand up and walk with your own strength. You are your own wind.

Work and dragon boat both went pretty well today. I’m getting really close to ma co-worker Andrew even tho hes like 28 LOL He tells me a lot of stories from when he was my age and I can’t help to think we’re really alike. He had no clue what he wanted to with his life at all. He went to UPenn for a year, then transferred out cause he hated it there snobby people aiyaa and went to Rutgers. He ended up going to Australia for grad school and when he got back to NY, he decided to change his career again so now he has grad school for the second time at NYU. This kinda makes me scared because I feel like something really similar to this is gonna happen to me. Both of us somewhat dislike our jobs, get really bored easily, and desperately wanna go out of NY asap….The more I talk to him, the more I think his experiences are like a premonition to what’s about to happen to me…he even tells me to never make the same mistakes he did, oh god kinda creeepy but I gotta like start acting wisely and cause I def do not want to be the 30 year old still going to college and doing work I hate. As for dragon boat, I have a race coming in a few weeks so I’m hype!!

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